I am a fan of fire starter, passion expert Danielle LaPorte. The former name of Danielle’s blog WHITE HOT TRUTH caught my attention back in April 2010 after our lives got connected as contributors to an ebook honoring International Women’s Day titled What’s Dying to Be Born. Editor Lianne Raymond wanted to curate a womanist version of Seth Godin’s What Matters Now for the new decade.
Last week, she released her latest book of sermons on word, life, love, cash, desire, time and soul. The Fire Starter Sessions is next on my list to buy…once I get the cash.
This morning I got my latest email from Danielle with one ask this morning:
ANSWER THE BURNING QUESTION: What money resentments do you have…that you could let go of?
The last three months I have been enduring a divorce and my biggest complaint since I left: my marriage sucked the life out of my cash flow. Following Brene Brown’s lead in her 2012 TED Talk I am letting my vulnerability shine through storytelling. I found the love of my life. Married him. Discovered we were not compatible after all. And am divorcing him.
Believe it or not, that is a vulnerable story for me. Why? It didn’t involve any drama. And there’s been a lot of drama. Being straight and accepting the simplest truth is real vulnerability right now.
LOCATING YOUR AUTONOMY
Danielle insisted in her blog post this morning to listen to my inner voice of autonomy when she wrote:
Sisters doin’ it for themselves, heard on high.
Whatever money thorn you might have in your side could be affecting your entire money flow. Locate it.
I’ve been blaming myself for failing at marriage. My ego at work. But that work can’t change my cash flow. Never has and never will.
Resentment ruled 3 months of my life suffering from thoughts of failure and the perceived loss of love after a VERY public romance that started on Facebook. Time to let go.
NO THORNS. FIRE!
That thorn made me a victim in a really bad nightmare. And you know what? I am starting to realize the blessing it has been for me to start my life again. I am on a journey, a true discovery, unleashing my skills, my capacities and the best of what I bring to the party. My ego was suffering (so what!). I am a damn great teacher (ask my students) and that’s what’s so, baby!
My coach just impressed upon how humans’ biology can shift:
“Language is physics. Say it and move in that direction. Freedom is there.”
So today I declare in action my morality in motion. Moving past suffering to shift my own gears. I made a mistake. That’s it. And what I do from here defines the morality of my existence. The past is … just the past. I can bring no change to that. I can bring it to the future.
So what’s next, you might ask? I’m not saying. Shut up and publish. Shut up and produce. That’s my motto.
I am an amazing speaker (gave a successful talk for SAP Marketing event in March). I am an award-winning writer and a singer-songwriter. I got a P-H-and-D in hip-hop and anthropology. Oh, yeah, and I am a TEDFellow. And none of those accomplishments and the skills that led to them were ever sucked out of me by marriage or anything else. That was all simply action or no action, not a failure.
I am the best match for setting my world on fire.
WHAT’S YOUR STORY, MORNING GLORY?
So what’s your answer to Danielle’s burning question of the day: What money resentments do you have…that you could let go of?
What could you share right now that you could let go of today?
Kyra D. Gaunt, Ph.D. | KyraocityWorks
2009 TED Fellow, Author, Coach, Singer-Songwriter aka Professor G
Voicing “the unspoken” through song, scholarship & social media
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